Sometimes I get dizzy, or bang my head on the wall, my beds too close to it, it shouldn’t be that close, and that taste in my mouth! Brush my teeth, still there, plunge into the cold then coffee, I’m energized, shit it out, BANG! Out the door. I’m smiling, you got me smiling, that message got me smiling, the new year, I’m ready baby. I know it’ll be hard at times but I’m ready, I’ll keep preparing for it, for that shit you wanna shower me in, you cruel hero.